Adrift in America

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Foreword

This is not an on-the-road book. Anyone looking for one of those should try William Least Heat Moon Trogdon’s Blue Highways, John Steinbeck’s Travels with Charley, Robert M. Pirsig’s Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, Richard Brautigan’s Troutfishing in America or the latter-day touchstone in a literary tradition dating back at least to Homer, Jack Kerouac’s On the Road.

No, this is a survival book. In the five years before I started it, I was in two marriages and a third serious love affair that crashed on the rocks and a third marriage that was headed over the same precipice.

Not everyone would have reacted as I did. Or could have. And in that sense, I feel fortunate. So I offer this . . . well, I can describe it only as a spherical poem . . . as a vicarious expiation for anyone mired in the same sort of bullshit.

– Sid Leavitt

Chapter I. A Place

Chapter II. Two Words

Chapter III. Another Beautiful Day

Chapter IV. Tom Atwell

Chapter V. Freedom

Chapter VI. Honeymoon

Chapter VII. My Truck

Chapter VIII. Stick in the Mud

Chapter IX. Caldwell

Chapter X. Shelter

Chapter XI. Paul

Chapter XII. Dwelling

Chapter XIII. Steve Lutes

Chapter XIV. Bitumen

Chapter XV. Planning

Chapter XVI. Jerry Walker

Chapter XVII. Doing the Math

Chapter XVIII. The Big House

Chapter XIX. More Planning

Chapter XX. Greenville

Chapter XXI. National Sanitation Services

Chapter XXII. Slocomb

Chapter XXIII. Byl Tam

Chapter XXIV. The Bible

Chapter XXV. Wind

Chapter XXVI. RVs

Chapter XXVII. Slocomb Sequel

Chapter XXVIII. Weigel

Chapter XXIX. Names

Chapter XXX. Louie

Chapter XXXI. Peg

Chapter XXXII. Walking

Chapter XXXIII. A Hitchhiker

Chapter XXXIV. The Camp

Chapter XXXV. Raccoon

Chapter XXXVI. Death

Chapter XXXVII. North Carolina

Chapter XXXVIII. A Reciprocal Equation

Chapter XXXIX. Ken and Joe

Chapter XL. Space-age Plastics

Chapter XLI. Zen

Chapter XLII. Idabel

Chapter XLIII. Sarah

Chapter XLIV. B&B

Chapter XLV. Cycles

Chapter XLVI. Mary

Chapter XLVII. Pride

Chapter XLVIII. Mass Pike

Chapter XLIX. Shit

Chapter L. Cities

Chapter LI. Nannette

Chapter LII. Diane

Chapter LIII. Selma

Chapter LIV. Colors

Chapter LV. Bonzo

Chapter LVI. Yards

Chapter LVII. Amazing Grazing

Chapter LVIII. Ram Dass

Chapter LIX. Hygiene

Chapter LX. Trees

Chapter LXI. Drifting

Chapter LXII. Winter of Discontent

Chapter LXIII. Sidetracked

Chapter LXIV. Len and Fan

Chapter LXV. Trash

Chapter LXVI. St. John

Chapter LXVII. A Call

Chapter LXVIII. A Poem

Chapter LXIX. The Minimalist Mariner

Chapter LXX. Freedom II

Appendix: Space-age Plastics

Appendix: Shit

Acknowledgements

To Ma, a fine reader, and Granny, a fine listener, for their help with this book and with the life I owe them.

To Jeremy Roth, for suggesting the book’s main title.

To Da Chen, for the kindness and support that encouraged me finally to get the book published again on this website.